Love Phobia

All My happiest moment is to be with you but i cant believe what happen between us today, when you slowly drift away. When i remembering those old memories we shared, and my tears drip away out of loneliness. How time has flown away so fast, would our loves be just a painful memories??? I dont think you would return and i wont want to ask my heart back from you.
Because i love you greatly, that im hurting so much. It's all my fault to have believe you loved me. It's all my mistake that i love you too much. Now I cant discribe what i feeling inside, but in my heart you liar the word to me that made me scare to trust anybody......it is love phobia???